For once, my post is happy. For I am happy.

I’ve let go of anything that made me sad. I won’t allow myself to be sad. There is too much beauty in this world to spend your life cut off from viewing it. Even when I start to get sad, I smile, and it makes it better. It is as though the smile turns on a light, and it makes the world not seem so dark, not seem so sad.

On Sunday, 8 August 2010, I went to Church. I was Saved.

I went to church that entire week until Wednesday and I’ll tell you, it opened my mind.

It made me realize, the world is what you make it. You don’t have to let anything get you down. It made me rethink everything in my life. Including the people I have in my life. It made me realize I didn’t like how my life was heading and it showed me I could change that. I don’t have to go with it just because it is what I am used to.

So I broke away from that and I can see the change in myself that I have made within the short four days. It is the biggest change I have ever made in such a short time and I love it. I am always happy and when I’m happy I am always in a joking mood and just want to smile and laugh. Even if there is no reason to.

It makes me want to tell other people about how happy it has made me and I have told people. Many people.

It just makes me want to be nicer to everyone. I would snap at people because I was always in a bad mood and hurting but when I was saved I took that burden off my shoulders and I allowed my Savior, Jesus Christ, to set me free from them and He washed all my troubles away so I can start over and I’ll tell you, it is going to be a big change in everything I do.

I’m going to take my second chance and fly.